hesitating

i know i haven been blogging alot lately
of those who're closer to me, kinda know it
so jus give me time to move on

meanwhile i've been so busy looking for job
hence i've took alot pics of baby

but starting from this week, i've been training him to hug his bolster to sleep by himself
1st 2days, after he hug them, i still gotta pat him
but last night i could leave him w e bolster alone to sleep & also sucking on his pacifier

slowly i'll inbuild mre good habit into Lucas

this boy always need to suck on his pacifier to sleep
and when he starts splitting out his pacifier, you know his deep into dreamland
but sometimes when his pacifier drops, he'll start crying cos his not asleep!
haha

and he also pout his mouth alot
jus like yesterday, i went out for e whole day
and when i came back i was talking on e phone w mummy so i didnt attend to Lucas immediately
so while i was inside e room, Lucas kept looking at my directions n pout his mouth
his upset mummy didnt carry him when i got home

his such a joy in my life

this few days Lucas doesnt wants to drink milk.
sometimes in e day he can refuse milk for 5-6hrs, n when e next time he drinks its only like 60ml? given more he also donwan loh

dono whats wrong with him

but now when i give him his last feed at night around 10pm
he can sleep for 5-6hours, and only wake up for 1feed which is usually 120ml

i've finally passed e tough period by myself & my family help
my son have grown up alot
now we can enjoy long night sleep

mummy will always love you
and provide you with the best in life